Monday, December 15, 2008

Is this some kind of sick joke?

I believe you all [guys] are in this together. Like you all had a "Lets fuck with Leez" meeting after "psycho" broke up with me and here were the key points to emphasize on...

1.) Pretend you're normal.
2.) Act like you are different than the last.
3.) Then start getting pissed cuz she works too much.
4.) Ask why she's getting distant.
5.) CLING CLING CLING!
6.) Ask if theres someone else.
7.) KILL YOURSELF!!!!!

Ok i added that last one in for my own personal enjoyment. ANYWAYS, another one bites the dust i guess. I'm just so annoyed.

I think I'm gonna be single for the rest of my life. Unless ya know Edward Cullen comes around...OR Rob Pattinson...hahaha I will gladly take either.



I am beginning to think I am hopeless...I dunno how I feel about being the cat lady.



Scaring all the neighborhood kids by staring out the window curtains and never leaving my house except to take out the garbage and get the mail. They won't come to my house on halloween either. And they will dare the new kid in town to knock on my door. "DAMMIT KIDS!! JUST LEAVE ME AND MY CATS ALONE!" Then wave my cane at them while my hand is at my lower back...PAIN!!!

Ok I think I'm done with that....lmfao that made me laugh, I dunno where that came from but it's all I got.

One Love

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

"I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly." -EC

I woke up this morning looking like Sloth from The Goonies...Man I'd kill to watch that movie right now...lol HEYY YOUUU GUYYSS!!




I didnt even go to work..SCREW THAT! I'm just praying to the Lord above that the swelling goes down enough that i won't be completely and utterly humiliated at work tomorrow. UGH!!!

My BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF is coming home from FLA! WOOOOP! I cant wait...This weekend is gonna be very bad for my health..lol VERY BAD!!!




You know when you sit and wait for something to happen, and it just doesn't happen. THen when u effin forget about it...BADA BING! there it isss!!! I hate that shit dude. More than anything. Cuz by the time you 'forget' about it, you just don't care for it as much as you did...or something else had occupied your life...and yeah..are you following this? I don't think i even get what im saying......whateevverrrr...


My life seems very pointless....BAH!

It makes no sense at alllllll

Lately I have been having the WEIRDEST!!!! dreams ever...let me show you about who...





...weird right? They are so wild lately dude.

I need to get out of here and i've been in a 'less depressed' mood lately cuz i dunno what it is, but i just FEEL like its gonna happen soon. Like MY DREAMS are getting closer for some reason and i have NO idea why. Nothing really has changed. I've made a few arrangements to get my portfolio done soon. And i've been "dieting.." well trying to at least...lol

It's HARD!!!



SIGH!


Anyways, i hate the winter...its snowing right now...



cute you would think, but not really...fucking cold, fuckin snow, fuckin winter, BOO I HATE YOU!


So i texted you sat night, and u responded cuz you didnt have my number in your phone. You asked me the most ridiculous question on this planet. I answered no, but i dont think you believe me. Im quite sad and disgusted that you would actually deem that statement as true...you jerk. You told me you were gonna call me sun, you never did. ::sad face:::

We were really close at one point, and you are ONE of the FEW that i actually opened up to and told everything to. Then you disappeared. Im sad mad hurt depressed without you in my life. I wish you would come back.