There's always that one that came into your life, broke all molds you ever thought existed and then as quickly as you fell, it's gone just as fast. The one that some may call 'the one that got away.' But not in this case. It wasn't my choice this time. It was his. And no matter what i do or say it will never the way it was ever again. And it just feels as if he took my entire insides with him when he left leaving me just an empty shell of myself. Forever wondering what could have been. What do you do when you aren't ready to let go, but they so easily are. how do you get over something that you still believe in? It ended so abruptly never having a chance with such a stubborn end.You left me here open ended. I feel like you just have me on strings like a puppet. And you know exactly what you are doing. A part of me is so angry and doesn't ever want to speak to you again. While the other part of me feels like I could wait for you forever. As weak as it may sound to others. Telling me i could do better or get anyone else. These others just being fillers, never quite filling the hole you left in me.
